Long ago, when I came till your knee
You'd lift me in your arms,
and in your embrace, and my innocence,
I thought nothing would change.

I could believe that nothing has.

Aside from the fact that you don't exist as a human being anymore.
And that i am beginning to forget what your touch felt like in our embrace.
I only seem to remember what it felt like as it was ending, when you held me in pain.

But I know i would be lying to myself.
You know things have changed, when all you can remember is the pain. Especially when its not your own.

Its times like these where I want to relive all emotion, just so that i cut myself deep enough to remember not to forget.