I know its a new day.
I just wish you would too.

Mornings are particularly generous because they give you the opportunity to start again. Mornings are the best time for forgiveness, because there's something in the rays of the sun that makes hearts slightly larger than they were the night before.

Someone once told me that forgiveness is they key to all unhappiness. At first, I thought it to be one of those baseless rhetorics, but the more i think about it the more truth i find. As I do with most things. The only thing that stops people from hurting themselves repeatedly is the pain of a previous wound.

I remember saying that once before, in slightly different words. Its funny how we arrive at the same conclusions so often, without realising it after we do.

Its all just one big circle, really. You, me, us, them, friends, foe, loves, the past, the future- all of us are just walking in this circle pretending as though we have a say in what life deals to us. More often than not, as i realised yesterday, we don't. That is a very difficult thought for me to digest- that sometimes I may not have a say with decisions that concern my life. Some things leave you with so little room for choice, it breaks your heart.

I wish i was able to write this out with more fluency and coherence, but this is all i can manage to get out of myself.

Thank you god for giving me the people around me, my friends, my family, and everyone else who has played a part in helping me, for lack of a more original phrase, go on. With so much more than i ever thought i would get, or deserve.