it feels fantastic when people tell you they are proud of you.
especially when its someone whose opinion means so much to you that you are scared to even ask them what they think for fear that they will say something you don't want to hear.

there are few people in the world you can still go to for honesty.
and i am so glad i still know them.

today was a good day in snehaworld.
I managed to get quite a bit of work done. Doing work makes me happy. Ticking things off my list fills me with bounds of pride, and i can only hope that it will continue to be this way.

i got my new violin. its the gorgeousest thing i've ever seen, i want to stroke it and hold it and i can't believe its mine.

there's something beautiful in the blessings of a guru. becuase my teacher doesnt usually shower me with compliments, me being the old buffalo who is still at 5th year. butbut he has a way of showing it. and i have learnt to pick out his compliments, relish them, bask in their glory and suck every bit of happiness from them as is possible. probably more than he intended to give. but it makes me happy. so sue me.

tomorrow is going to be a long day so i promise i will eat a heavy breakfast, and i promise i will not complain. and i promise i will eat more from tomorrow, and will not do stupid things like not eat because eating is boring. i love food. i just hate queueing up. i like milo bars. i cannot believe i have not discovered the joy of milo bars until today.

i have an attention span of 2 minutes.
my conscience (the good one) tells me i should go back and finish my work.

and i listen to my good conscience these days.
it makes me happy.