hope you have the time of your lives.

today was awesome.
and horrible, all at once.

you know how that is.

a complex amalgamation of emotions, to quote myself.
yes, i quote myself.

i am odd. as agreed upon by many.

but today was really emotional.
made me think of a lot of things. made me cry.
when everything you have wanted so badly parades in front of you wearing a colourful tea cosy, and proclaims loudly how you're never going to get it, its hard not to notice.

and once you notice it, its hard not to think about it.

there's so many times i've let you down
so many times i've played around
i tell you now, they don't mean a thing
every place I go, i'll think of you
every song i sing, i'll sing for you
when i come back i'll bring your wedding ring.

anyhow. i hope you have the time of your lives.

here's to all rgs sec 4s 2005. as emo-basket-case as this may sound, we've been through a lot together. and its going to end very soon. and here's to everything we've worked so hard for. and here's to everything rgs has ever given us. and here's to rj being godawful so we'll cherish this even more.

cheers!