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quick update.

yesterday was fantastic. it went better than i expected, and im very happy jared gave me the opportunity to be part of it. i learnt so much, and i met so many interesting people. and the best part was that they all took me seriously, in spite of my age and my lack of credentials. and plus, i went in school uniform. Melissa was really nice to me, she really integrated me into the whole thing and made sure i didn't feel lost. very thankful for that. And I made the best of it, said whatever i believed.

in summary, i feel great.

will be going again on the 21st. i'm not too thrilled about missing three options, but i'm not going to miss an opportunity like this. im glad james and jared will be there. i dont feel coherent or eloquent, but i feel the need to write about it.

i need to read up more. before wednesday.

anyhow, my mother said something to me this morning that made me very happy. what she said seemed to be her way of telling me that she was proud of me. and she doesn't say (or even imply, for that matter) that very much.

i think im finally taking the reins in my life. and doing what i believe in. and working hard for it. and enjoying every bit of my life right now.
theres nothing im doing now that i dont enjoy. im passionate about what i do. im firm about what i believe in. and ive got great friends and acquaintances, to help see me through all this.

life is good, baby. and its only getting better.