just for me, only today

today was a nice icekimo afternoon, talking about life and living and loving and fucking (or not). i like afternoons like these but i suspect i won't have many more of them, because soon we will be all caught up in everything. and once we're done untangling ourselves we'll be off.

this morning was nice, because i finally got a punch back.
you were right, am i not happy with the way things are? the answer is yes, i am.

by the way, what do you think is the criterion? i am not very confused about it, but i am a little. only to the extent that i want to know what the right decision is, if i make it. i doubt i will do anything about this one, because i always screw things up when i start it and i think it might just be a trend.

i just felt like coming back here,
i decided i miss the brown of this page, and it has stopped infuriating me.

i don't know who reads this anymore, and frankly i've learnt not to really care. its been a while, and i don't know if i'm back for good but sedder just feels more like home, and more like me